Leaving Your Heart Behind There are so many difficult things about the NICU, but I think one of the hardest things is leaving your sweet baby. No matter if you leave for a few hours, leave for the night, or have to leave for a few days, it feels like your heart is in that hospital. Since the twins were not my only babies, I couldn't be at the NICU every hour of the day. My … [Read more...]
500 Grams: A Small Amount Makes a Huge Difference
500 Grams 500 grams is approximately 1.1 lbs. It seems like a very tiny amount, but it is such an enormous milestone when it comes to premature birth. Before having my twins, I had always measured in pounds and inches. It wasn't until I started having complications that I realized how important every single gram was. I will never forget when a doctor told me that my … [Read more...]
NICU Life: The Unexpected Emotions
NICU Life NICU life is hard. Even if you have no idea what to expect, fear and sadness are not surprising feelings to have. Your sweet baby is fighting for their life, so it seems completely normal to be scared and upset. But sometimes, the other emotions that NICU life brings can be unexpected. I remember walking into that hallway, after being buzzed in, scrubbing my hands … [Read more...]
For The Mother’s Health: Karson’s Story
The Mother's Health There are so many reasons for a premature birth. A baby may be born early because of a problem in the womb, a condition in the placenta, or the health of the baby is in jeopardy. One other serious reason a baby may be born early is the mother's health is in danger. Preeclampsia and HELLP Syndrome are two conditions that can be very serious and … [Read more...]
Blame is not the answer, Scarlett’s Story
Blame When you experience a premature birth, it's so hard not to blame yourself, as the mother. Mothers are supposed to be able to protect their children from anything, even before they are born. Sometimes, though, you just can't. It is not in your power, and it is a really hard situation to be in. I always second guessed everything I did during my pregnancy, and wondered … [Read more...]
