My boys got COVID, and I got a massive case of guilt. As parents, we're supposed to protect our children. Seeing them sick, hurt, or in any kind of pain is heart-wrenching. Of course, you know you can't keep them in a protective bubble, but it still feels like failure when you can't keep them safe. That's exactly what COVID felt like to me. I debated on telling our … [Read more...]
One Decision that Changes Everything: Nora’s Story
One Decision When you look back at a situation, you can often think of one decision that made all the difference. Something that was a turning point, and changed the outcome forever. I often think of my pregnancy with the twins, and wonder if there was anything that I could have done differently that would have helped. But, I always remember the one decision that I'll never … [Read more...]
Isolation: How to make it thru this Season
Isolation is Hard. When you experience a premature birth, all you can think about is getting your baby healthy, and getting your baby home. Once you are finally through all the hurdles, both emotionally and physically, you have a whole other obstacle to prepare for: Isolation. A baby born early, especially extremely early like a micro preemie, often has a weakened … [Read more...]
First Born Fridays, Brothers at Last
Last Friday, I talked about the beginning of my oldest son's third year. If you missed it, you can catch up HERE. Basically, I made it through the first 6 months, which was up until his brothers were born. Right after they were born, I have to say I felt some relief. When they were inside me, I felt like every decision that was made was all on me. I felt solely … [Read more...]
Work and more Work
It's been a crazy few days. Since Thursday, I've put in over 40 hours. It may not seem like a lot to all you full-time working folks out there, but this Momma is exhausted! Most of those hours are spent on my feet. I'm used to being up, but usually not in one spot. I mean really how long does a two year old stay in one place?! Today is finally my day off. We have a super … [Read more...]